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[Gabrielle Milanich]

Anna,
There was really only one day when I felt completely alone.  That was from
St. Jean to Roncesvalles and I never saw another pilgrim.  It was only until
much later that I found out I was never on the path.  Somehow I managed to
get to Ibaneta and was then able to get back on the Camino.  But that one
day, seeing notheing but dense woods and mountains, I felt as if that day
would last a lifetime, and I was not happy about it.  I would say I fetl
lonely, but it went further than that.  In that first day, I think I
questionned every moment of my life.  I had no one to talk to but myself and
we had a very intense conversation, thank you very much!  :-)

Before I left I was concerned about being lonely too often, but I soon
realized those fears were unfounded.  I met so many people who filled the
days with laughter, and tears.  But it is so true that one can either walk
alone or with many different people according to what you need at the time.
There were portions when I knew I had to "walk my own Camino" and did so.  I
think in that first day I learned how to listen to myself and fulfill my
inner needs.

One of my fondest memories occurred in Samos.  A few of us arrived at the
monastery early and so had some time on our hands.  I left my pack in front
of the church door (nothing was ever stolen) and just started walking.  If
you go the rear of the monastery you will find a river walk.  I highly
suggest following this because it is not only beautiful, but incredibly
peaceful.  I must have spent three hours or so just watching this river move
on its own way.  Anyway, I was alone, but I never felt lonely.

Thanks for letting me share!!  Much appreciated!

Gabrielle

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