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<DIV>Beautiful </DIV>
<DIV>Gabrielle,</DIV>
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<DIV>Please don't apologize for thinking and feeling and </DIV>
<DIV>questioning and loving. Your beauty is your desire to 'know'. The </DIV>
<DIV>search for knowledge and personal truth is the most painful but fulfilling </DIV>
<DIV>one. Why have we convinced ourselves there is only room in the heart to </DIV>
<DIV>love one? True love is one that endures bitter break ups and not so bitter </DIV>
<DIV>ones. I too have moved on and married a man whom I love </DIV>
<DIV>'differently'. He is a better marriage partner. I do not feel that I </DIV>
<DIV>cheat him by letting my heart continue to love someone that I have chosen not to </DIV>
<DIV>remain with. Love is what it is. Take away the expectations and </DIV>
<DIV>rules and it just "IS".</DIV>
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<DIV>I believe you will find what you are looking for on </DIV>
<DIV>the Camino. Experiencing God is not always like 'Shirley' had. </DIV>
<DIV>Sometimes it's just a feeling of being connected to everything around you. </DIV>
<DIV>Sometimes it is a piece of music that moves you and touches your soul. </DIV>
<DIV>Sometimes it's just a feeling of 'knowing' that everything will be ok. My </DIV>
<DIV>best advice on the Camino and on every other day is to let go of </DIV>
<DIV>expectations. Quiet the mind and just be for short periods of time each </DIV>
<DIV>day. Trust yourself. Learn to be still.</DIV>
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<DIV>With much love,</DIV>
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<DIV>Deanna</DIV>
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